Cackle of a broken girl by DragonLover4Ever, literature
Literature
Cackle of a broken girl
Oh!
Hehe!
Look at me!
An angel looses their wings today
In the same way
I lose my marbles!
Oh!
Hehe!
Look at me!
I'm soaked in either
tears of a virgin left on her wedding day
Or the blood of an unforgiving man!
Oh!
Hehe!
Look at me!
I was once told
I was wanted by two yearning souls
They used me up and tossed me out!
Oh!
Hehe!
Look at me!
I almost could have forgotten,
My hands are not foreign to panel walls
My own personal punching bag!
Oh!
Hehe!
Look at me!
Do you fancy me insane?!
I’m throwing buttons into fountains
as a woman emerges
with angel wings for collarbones
moving in jestful flutters
& she waves broken coral
to the sound of wishes
made by pocket fluff.
So There's this dream that haunts me,
At least once a week,
Leaving so many questions,
But no answers to seek.
I see my self standing,
In the midst of a vast, still ocean,
Staring back at me,
With lack of motion,
Starting to sink,
My clone looks at me surprised,
It starts to scream and shout,
Looking at me with pleading eyes.
Running to help, to late jump in,
I extend my hand as it's now fully submerged,
I watch it sink deeper,
With a panicky urge.
Engulfing in darkness,
I shout "Swim to the top."
As it replies,
No, I'm giving up.
"Don't you dare stop,
You have a promise to keep!"
It replies,
"There's no use, I'm in far to deep."
I'm f
How does it feel to hurt without pain?
No stab wound, so much blood,
That poker face is sealed to my skull,
Staring with eyes of cold hard steal.
Smiles like it cant feel.
Let me cry.
Let me cry.
How does it feel when you drown in your integrity?
Did you memorize the melody?
The composers last symphony,
Cried me a river of blood,
And I smiled threw the harmony.
Let me cry.
Let me cry.
Last one to leave, in an empty auditorium,
The violins broken scream,
Made me smile, it let me dream,
The hollow foot steps echo,
In the empty solitary room.
Let me cry.
Let me cry.
Blood dripped down my punctured thumb,
Betrayed by the thorns,
On my re
Madness boiling away beneath my skin,
making broth of my bones, cooking me like meat,
devouring everything blindly, without prejudice.
Wiping away all of what made me myself;
replacing it all with spider's silk and moonlight,
and dark passions, black enough to taint the saints' tongues.
Something's wrong inside me.
My last letter of love.
My beloved one so near,
still too far to embrace.
I reach for your hand,
touch the edges of fulfillment.
Do I regret?
Keep going,
one last breath
and I'll hold you tight!
No looking back now.
No chance of change.
One more breath: I smell the air!
One more step: I feel the pain!
One more blink: I can see it clearly now!
And with the last beat I am safe in your arms.
Poem for my “Baby Girl”
From: Muti and your Mayonaka Family
Baby girl, my sweet little “child”...
Every night when I head to sleep,
Our last conversation lingers in my head
All night long.
Sweetheart, do you realize,
That your pain is our pain?
I know what you think…
You think you’re a burden
To your father and I
And the rest of our Ohana.
Is that why you distance yourself from us?
My dear daughter,
I hope you realize…
When you cry, we can feel your sorrow,
And when you’re frightened, we share your fears,
And when you try to be aloof, we feel excluded,
And when you feel despair, we feel h
I'm a mutt but not a dog,
You can throw me away,
But i wont stay,
If you run,
I wont chase,
But if you call for me,
Ill run at your pace,
My loyalty is yours forever,
But my freedom is not,
You cant bring back
The handcuffs Ive fought,
You can strike me,
Hit me hard if that's what you choose,
Just don't forget,I have powerful teeth
That i choose to not use,
We all need affection,
I like to play,
When i nip at you playfully,
Don't push me away,
You can stay mad,
Each time we fight,
I can run to anywhere,
But i choose your side,
I can say i love you,
Without wanting to gain,
Remember that next time
You decide to inflict pain,
You